AAAAHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!!

 Sorry, it has been a while since I have written but life has been crazy.  My son found sugar in the fill area of his gas tank, then his crazy mother-in-law confessed she put sugar in it, but then stated she didn't and didn't know anything about it.  The woman has dementia.  I have been attempting to get my son to put the car in the shop because I filed a claim on the car with the insurance, so we have to have it in the shop!  If I don't put it in the shop and something happens to the car I will have a $5000 repair.  He just called me and said that he has a flat tire.  He needs to have it towed but it is going to cost $150 dollars and I just don't have the money!  I am sick of him.  I just want to scream....  Though I am sick of him I still love him.  His mom actually helped him out with getting a new tire.  No if she will help out and watch his dog, probably not as the dog is a pain in the BUTT!!

Out of the Medicine Chest

These are the days of our lives.  Shortly after I came out of the closet, I went to see my mom's Dr because mine was out of town.  Now, this Dr. was the one I saw growing up and took my son to during the first year of his life.  While we were talking I knew he was trying to approach the "coming out of the closet" so I finally was like "Hey, Dr.  You seem to be beating about the bush about something.  Go ahead and spit it out".  He finally asked me a few questions based on stuff my mom had told him and he just wanted to clarify with me.  So we talked about everything about my religious conversion away from Christianity to coming out of the closet and a number of things in between. After our discussion, he looked at me and said.  "If you remember the last time you were here we talked about your depression and anxiety.  You said you felt like your life is a soap opera and I told you to change the channel.  Well, I wasn't meaning quite that large of a channel change."  

In the Begining

Welcome to my first post.

Many people would probably go into a large introduction of themself but that is not me.  I feel that some things are more fun & enjoyable if they are discovered during the journey.  This blog, at least for me, is a journey of reflection.  Some posts may not seem to be a reflection but everything a person is dealing with is a part of them & can be explored.  So enjoy the ride into the Flipside of my life & hopefully, we may run into Kidd Video along the way.